Waiting

waiting isn't my strong point...i keep thinking to myself how far away october 2010 is that is 10 months from now...it seems as if it will never get here...mallory will be 23 months old if we travel to china in october 2010...i am praying that we can travel in august to bring her home...so much will be going on in august...garrett will start college...natalie will start high school...OMG it will be a busy month...hey, maybe God will have us travel in july 2010...now wouldn't that work out great...again that is what i want... i have to remember that God's timing is perfect...in my mind i want garrett & natalie to go with us to china...i want them to experience china first hand...

God knows every second of mallory's life...
*when she will meet us for the first time
*when she will start walking
*when she will be potty trained
*when she will say "mommy, daddy, garrett & natalie"
*when she will be placed in our arms for the first time
*when she will know & feel how much we LOVE her
*when she will be taken out of the orphanage for good
*when she will say goodbye to her nanny
*when she will be on an airplane headed for atlanta, GA
*when she will have her first dentist appointment
*when she will watch her big brother play soccer & her big sister play volleyball
*when she will see sisco & ruby for the first time
*when she will meet her grammie, pawpaw, nan, poppy joe & grandpa
*when she will feel LOVED unconditionally
*when she will know that Jesus LOVES her
*when she will know that God made her perfect
*when she will find out her God given talents
*when she will know what american food taste like
*when she will meet her cousins, aunts, uncles & many family friends
*when she will meet her aunt amy who helped us bring her home ;)
*when she will read the blog i've started to journal her adoption journey
*when she will see her baby pictures & video that was sent to us in october 2009
*when she will accept Jesus into her heart
*when she will be in her first school program

Okay, i know God knows every second of mallory's life...i just wish God would give me a little teaser... a peek inside His plan...